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just ate 2 sinful foods. at this rate i'm going to fail tanita. hahhh. but i still don't know which is best, abstain + binge method or just go normal all the way. if only it were sch hols now then i could go do my daily runs that really really help. they work miracles! -thinks back to pre-mekong and pre-china.

after reading a few LJs it has finally hit me that the recent series of events is actually quite serious (in school terms). now i bet all the teachers think our class is some kind of havock maniac crazed paikia class. perhaps the school policies are a bit overrated. but who am i to judge anyway? what's right is not always popular, what's popular is not always right. (taken from poster on pb room door which i miss so much). haha now i really can't wait to get out of this dreadful system. it's like constipation... i suppose. the shit does want to come out but then the time ain't right. or as sianying would put it, "the banana is not ripe yet".

haha! speaking of sianying... (i don't think you read my blog so this means i can bitch about you right! hahaha!) well sianying is sex-crazed. how can i tell? she makes consistent sexual references in class! i mean BANANA, SAUSAGE, and many more i shan't say because it is pretty bad imagery. she likes to deny it and call ME the sex-crazed one instead. unbelievable... haha. fx and her are both self-confessed porn experts. sianying's also started some campaign (get this). it's a SAVE THE CURRY PUFFS campaign. she is fighting to prevent extinction of currypuffs! this is really amusing. because firstly, curry puffs are NOT living things! secondly, if you run out of currypuffs you can just MAKE SOME MORE. lol. she is shameless about her campaign and often sneaks drawings of sad currypuffs on my worksheets (but i think joo gets most of the currypuffs). she did a talk show with our straw-ac motor coil that we made during physics. she used the "coil" as a tv screen and started interviewing joopie and i. she asked questions such as, "so, why do you eat currypuffs?" HAHAH. quite funny. i'd like to think it's just a phase... in any case i don't eat currypuffs so i'm not in danger of being killed for violation of curry puff rights. if there is even such a thing... haha. but i must say that her continuous mention of curry puffs does make me crave for them. OLD CHANG KEE!!!! omg when was the last time i had an ock currypuff... -drools. and GORENG PISANG. crap. nice food which i used to be able to eat without fear of growing fat.

ahhh! haven't done chem tuition hw! today's weather is very nice btw. it's on days like these that i could just sit down under the sky and stare into oblivion without a care in the world. peacefullll.

bike training tmr! hopefully i won't crash. and my chain is really really really dirty. it's got a layer of BLACK GREASE on it. disgusting. but i've run out of degreaser :( thad said he managed to get his chain to turn GOLD. using his magical degreaser which he refuses to give me the name of. lol. i wonder what kind of chemical reaction caused such a beautiful change in colour! ooh i feel so chemist now. ha ha ha.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

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